Thursday, July 08, 2004

Thoughts...

That's what i've been doing today, just thinking about some stuff really. I did a few things, not too many today but yea, just chilled really.

You know who i'm talking to, i'm sorry. It wasn't my fault that that happened. I told you to be weary and to expect anything. I'm truly sorry for what's going on with you right now. I'm sorry...

Sorry about that, anyway, today hasn't really been much. Got up, bummed and just really haven't done too much today. Gave Opal a call to see what's going on with the day out thing. Right after that, i called Dave to tell him the news and stuff. Right now, there's not that much of a dilemma, still need to sort it out with Sisi, Janice & Sophie, but i should be done by 2nite.

Did a bit of acct work after that, then called Kev, but since he was eating lunch (i hate my timing grrrr) it wasn't that long. Called Vania not 2 long after, and also got a call from Kev at the same time, so we 3-wayed for a while then Kev left. Really nothing too special with anything that i've done today.

After calling, went back to finish off acct work (omg it's so tedious, and 4 all u 1B pplz, it's more theoretical.) Then talked to Sarah and Jess about what's going on. Omg Jess, that was so so evil...and Sarah, well, it wasn't entirely your fault, but since you're evil anyway, i'm shocked @ what you did.

Okok, what happened was that there was this guy she met online, they chatted and then they decided to meet yesterday. What happened was that she brought along Sarah and Lisa (another lisa, not the 1 who goes 2 UTS, or the 1 who does arts @ my uni) to see if he's ok. Jess told Sarah to dress...what was the words you used again? "Revealing" was it? :P So the three of them went over to meet him, but Jess wanted those two to see if he's ok or not. Sarah and Lisa go to him and find out that he's ok, but "not up to standards" (so wtf am i then?). So they went back to Jess and told them to "tease" him and get outta there. Jess walked away 'cause she knew what was gonna happen. To put it simply and not to get too visual (and cutting bits out, i don't want my blog to become something it ain't), Sarah flirted with him for a bit, got a bit touchy, skip skip, he couldn't take his eyes of her tits, and i think you get the picture, kinda.

Well yeah they walked away and sexually traumatised a normal guy. That's rite, you heard me. That was so so wrong. You evil evil people...i know i'm evil but i don't go THAT far.

Anyway, apart from that, i've been thinking. Yes i know it's something that i can't really do much of anymore but i was able to today. More about what's going on with everyone and myself. The decisions i've made that have made an impact on my life (and some of which have yet to be tested). I've just been thinking if i've made the right choice. Thing is i can't really do much now, about the stuff i've decided. Not only that, but with some situations with everyone that i know, i really feel helpless, since some of the stuff that's happened i can't really physically help them with. Emotionally, i've tried to no avail. But i just hope that everything will be fine in the end for everyone. Remember, i'm always here to help :D Also been thinking about some of the situations within my own people, and what's been going on with everyone. I just hope that what everyone's done, it's for the best for them and that everyone can get their time management right. That's something that i feel i still struggle with. I've been told that i've got good time management, but i don't really think so. So that's the reason why i've highlighted time management, 'cause i think it's something that everyone should get sorted.

Now, i'm just bumming and talking 2 Sisi, might do a bit of qmb or micro work. Not too much tomorrow either, probably more of the same.

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