Trying to give orders...

Trying to give information and orders is really the main thing that's happened today. Seriously nothing much is going on, but yeah still have some time just to chat and all. Recently, i have had more time than normal and stuff, but yeah that's great for me, but i know that i won't have this much time for a while.

Did some acct and qmb work. Still need to do alot of work and all, but yeah at least i know what i need to do. Since i do have a mid-sem exam on tuesday, yeah i need to like study soon. The week after next, i have another mid-sem exam that friday, and the week after that, i have to hand in the practice set and the final assignment for qmb. Then i'll have like a week to study for my finals. On top of all of that is the church stuff and the organising stuff too. Pretty damn hectic month for me. No partying for me, i can basically say i can't make any parties at all. I was planning for Dave's b'day but yeah he's so, so hectic for the rest of the year, there's no way we can actually hold it, 'cause there's no way he can actually make it. He'll be more hectic than i am right now. So this year we'll have to miss his :(

Katrina, Selina, Elise and Alex had short days or didn't have uni today, so yeah they rocked up to my place and just crashed for a while. They didn't have anything else to do, and i had some work, but yeah i couldn't be bothered as usual. So yeah it was a good time just to get to know people. I can say that Elise's pretty damn weird lol. Just the stuff she's done and all. I won't say here 'cause i can't be bothered to type it out, but yeah it's just that she doesn't look like the type who would do something like what she does, but yeah she does. Katrina's the person who executes the schemes planned by anyone and stuff. Selina's on the side watching them do what they do, and sometimes joins in. All in all, they're pretty cool and stuff. Alex has had more time with them so yeah he's getting to know them better, and tells them stuff about us, including some stuff we don't want the whole world knowing.

Can't totally blame him though, i mean yeah that's a way to get to know us and all. He tells us stuff about them that we don't know, but yeah they're pretty cool. Might think about bringing them to somewhere one day. I think that we'll just take it as it comes and see what happens lol.

But yeah apart from that, we did disclose some emotional stuff and all. All 3 have had their share of bad luck and also the good times. Elise has had it the worst out of all of us, but yeah i rightfully claim the "unstable" title. No-one has experienced what i have with my mind. Wendy might be the closest to me, since she did go and play gunbound. Actually, i think she's had it worse or as bad as i have, just that i've handled it better than her when it happened.

Actually about that, yeah i'm getting myself back on track especially due to what's happened recently. I'll always say that my mind's not stable, and it's not lol, but yeah hopefully it'll be alright. But yeah i've been thinking about a few things with that. I mean sure everything's good, even better than i expected and life's pretty good, even though i'm struggling to find time normally. I guess what happened and the outcome of that is the best thing that could happened to both of us.

Sure i've heard of the "if you don't have time, make time" thing. But i've realised that yeah i can't even make time anymore. I have that much to do. I'm that behind in things. Sure i mean i've been wasting time by talking to people and all, and how people are popping over and how i'm popping over, but yeah you do need breaks and all. Unless you're some freak and you're able to do everything with a break then alright you do that. But for me, if people tell me to make time, i seriously can't. The only way i can is if i make a timetable and just limit myself in everything. That's not that good. I mean sure i'll get what i want done, but it means that i'll need to push myself to finish things faster than i normally do. Usually it'd be good, but yeah do you really want to push yourself when you've got uni? Uni drains everyone, and yeah no-one's in the mood to be pushed when you're not in uni.

So because of that i just don't have time, and i can't make time. But yeah apart from that, i've just been doing my thing and chilling and making sure i get stuff done and all. Well i'm trying to get everything done.

They left at like 5-ish so yeah it was quite a while before they left and all. But yeah i went to church as usual, but i forgot to call Ruo to ask him if he wanted to come again. I've been pretty damn busy with everything. So yeah i went to church without him but yeah it was still good. Went around telling people what's going on with the church stuff and running around like a madman telling people all these things and trying to get stuff organised. I did tell a few people but yeah not enough, i actually just stood there most of the time and just talked about stuff rather than trying to recruit. But yeah not to matter that much anyway.

Tomorrow, i had a choice of going to Geoff's belated 19th, Iris' 21st, or going over to Vic's (someone i have no idea about) place for some party. Instead, since i have to do alot of work and the mid-sem, i'm staying home argh.

I'm actually pretty pissed that i can't go to Iris' 21st. I've talked about it to my parents and they're like:

"Yeah you've got exams and assignments coming up, and then finals so you shouldn't go..."

They're right and all, but a 21st comes around once. Oh well i can't do much about it now. I'll make it up to her somehow i guess...