Spring...

I'm not starting with what happened at all this time, 'cause it's way too weird. I'm still like confused when it comes to that lol. But yeah anyway, it's like all this strange, strange stuff popped up outta nowhere and yeah...crazy...you'll notice something about rain later on as well. It's spring and it's sill raining...grrrr...

Wednesday

Accounting lecture was a piece of crap argh. I knew all along that my lecturer wasn't that good, but now it's just really, really bad. Thanda and i got our marks yesterday, well she didn't check but yeah i checked mine and i got 35/60...and it's worth 25%...i was so pissed off argh. Sure it's not entirely her fault, but the lecturer has quite a bit to blame. Especially when i can't get the answers to the tute work. So yeah there are quite a few areas which i'm lost in, and that's also including the practice set which i gotta finish off. Apart from being pissed and messaging a few people to tell them that i was pissed, nothing too much happened during the lecture. The fuckers that are up the back were pretty silent. Pretty impressive considering that there's 3 out of the 5, or 4 outta the 6 if you include the new dude, and that they were on the other side of the room. Not bad i guess.

But yeah i'm starting to hate accounting alot. It's not just the fact that the lecturer sucks, but yeah the tutor isn't that much better and they're really tedious and they'll hammer you down on the smallest things. They also didn't have to give an exam which was considered hard. For me, i knew when i walked out that i wasn't that confident. But 35/60 is just shit. Sure i'm a cocky bastard when it comes to accounting, but i know i can do it well...but yeah these days i don't think so anymore. Not when the lecturer is a piece of crap and now i gotta teach myself somehow.

But anyway, since both of us didn't do the tute work, Thanda and i couldn't be bothered going to the tute and then we met up with Geoff and later on we found Kim as well and yeah we walked over to Macquarie Centre to have early lunch. I guess it wasn't early since we were all starving by then. But yeah we decided to have a 3 hour break.

On the way, the clouds were pretty grey and stuff, so yeah we were all just looking up and all. By the way, none of us had umbrellas. So we're walking and then it starts to sprinkle. Fine that's not too bad i guess, well for me it's not bad. Then about a minute later, it starts to rain properly, and since none of us had umbrellas it was soaking all of us. Thanda squealed as well when the rain came hehehe...Kim wasn't that bad but yeah she was just following Thanda, and Geoff and I were alright. It's raining and we're about a 10 m walk away and then we met Ben and Qi qi, in the rain. They were pretty soaked too. When we finally got to the other side, everyone's soaked, my glasses are fogged, Thanda's still squealing. To top it all off, it stopped raining not too long after we were inside. Not happy at all grrrrrrrr.

Well after lunch we had like 2 and a bit hours left so in the end Thanda forced us all to go shopping with her. So the 4 of us are going shopping and then Kim and Thanda walk into a lingerie store. Geoff had a sore throat so what happened was that we walked into Y.D, spent about a minute looking, then went off to the chemist to buy him some cough syrup. When we got back they came out and then yeah more shopping involving both clothes and bags. Thanda also wanted my opinion so yeah somehow i did give it to her. Unlike the last few times these days, i'm starting to get opinions. So i'm not as bad as i was last time.

So we went back to uni where Geoff had to go 'cause of his throat and his car...what's happening is that he's about to buy a car and he just needed to checked out and all, but yeah it was 'cause of both reasons why he had to go. Even though he doesn't need to follow us after his classes finish. Kim experienced our stat lecturer and she didn't like it and now knows why we sleep during stat.

Stat was stat, nazi lecturer being herself, but somewhat calmed down for a bit during the beginning of the lecture...until some guy was sleeping, and then went up to him and woke him up saying all this crap about how it's rude to sleep during the lecture. Oh yeah, as soon as we handed in the assignment the day before, we get another during the lecture. It's so crap. So that's the 3rd assignment we gotta do. Not happy.

Sisi called when i wasn't home so i called her and she complained about her day and her parents. So nothing new from that but yeah still good. It's good to get everything off your chest sometimes and stuff so yeah pretty good. Hilarious ice-cream incident though...ask her if you want to know. Dave called as well but yeah i wasn't there to pick it up and yet again called him back, but yeah i was kinda dead yesterday so yeah i wasn't really in the mood to do much.

Today

Nothing happened too much. I did a bit of accounting and qma work. Still haven't touched micro at all though. I'll so that some other day i guess. So yeah nothing happened for the first few hours really.

Then Sarah came by since she was bored and yeah we had a great chat. If you want to know why she hasn't been that talkative recently, well, simply, she broke with her bf and they were going for a year and a bit, almost 2. They went through hell from everyone, especially each other's parents. That was the worst part of it all. I pity the both of them seriously. The reason she gave was that time just became a factor in their relationship, and because of it they weren't as close as they used to be. That did lead her astray. Before, they'd make time for each other. He used to take stuff off and so did she so that they could meet. Recently, well for the past 6 months, they've both changed. Sarah hasn't that much, but the bf has quite a bit. Wendy's experience is similar, but worse than what's here.

It wasn't looking good and all, but yeah she had enough so she cut. She's pretty damn broken at the moment. Just take it easy if she does talk to anyone of you yeah? We spent like 4 hours talking and all, really just to ease her mind. I'm not the best person to do something like that for anyone, but yeah she needed me so i had to be there. With what i've been through and what my mind's been doing to me, i think i have the right to be called "unstable". I'm not saying that i wasn't unstable before with my sadism, just that now it's more than that. But with Sarah, it was good to catch-up and stuff, but still this is on her mind almost 24/7. Emotions isn't my strength at all, and yeah it's just not good for her.

I just wish you the best in everything and whenever you need me, call or come over. I'll ALWAYS be happy and willing to help :D You've been there for me when i needed this, and now if it's just something i can do to help you, then so be it, i'll do it.

After Sarah left, i haven't done too much i guess. Been bumming around and still trying to organise stuff. I can't stop thinking or planning about this at all. I just need to make it work and also make it worth it too. Called quite a few people to talk about planning and organising stuff. Called Sisi just to ask about her advice on something that's all. Need to call Dave again just to have a chat to him about stuff.

Tomorrow is the same as today i guess, nothing at all apart from church later on in the night and getting people to help out for the church stuff.