180˚ change again...

Talk about "what the hell"? Everything seems so much better now. It's all due to something that happened last night and stuff so yeah that was good. Now, i have less time than what i thought i have, but yeah i guess it's good.

Anyway, i'll talk about that later. Today has been alright. I've done some of my statistics work. I'm still pretty damn pissed that 'cause of some rounding errors, i was able to get 75% instead of 100. But yeah it's happened all too many times so yeah for me, i'm getting used to it now. I guess it's just the standards i put for myself and stuff so yeah. I guess that's the reason, but still i just want the max possible marks so yeah.

Also started on the assignment for it and stuff so yeah not that much, but yeah there's still alot to do for it and there's still quite a bit we don't get. It's like we have to do these assignments in groups and stuff, so yeah we just need to talk over what the questions are and just do them together. That's why i keep saying "we".

Talked with Lisa online when i had to come on to do the statistics stuff. It's been WAY TOO LONG since i last talked with her. It's like we were pretty damn close during the hsc and after the hsc and stuff. Even Dave's gf doesn't want him to be around her lol. But yeah the point is that we were full close before, then when uni started she seriously switched and changed. Well she had to 'cause she wanted a transfer, just like what i'm doing. So because of that we've lost contact and we're definitely not as close as we were before. But it was good to catch up with her. I think it's more we needed to. Sure we know about some details about what's happening with each other, but there's so many other things that we just don't know about anymore.

So it was definitely a great chat and stuff and yeah it was good to talk to her again for once. It was great to keep informed with each other and just to catch up, on both the recent and reflect on the good times. So i liked that and really was pretty constructive i guess since yeah it's good to keep in contact with people. At the same time i was trying to get stuff organised for the committee stuff and also trying to get a hold of a few people to see what's going on with Thanda's postponed b'day bash. So it was still constructive.

Sophie gave me a ring too just to see how i was. That was good too. Just needed to catch-up and to inform her about my stuff so that was alright. It's the same situation with Sophie as it is with Lisa. We're getting back to where we were before but yeah since we don't have the time to, it's a struggle and stuff so i guess it'll be alright as long as i can deal with what i am dealing with in the time that i have.

Just now, gave Vani a call and stuff just to see how she is and stuff. She is one weird, weird person. She gets all these really weird images in her head and stuff...it's like she imagines people in some weird, weird thing, eg. i told her that when i was younger, i wanted to be a fireman. Then, she was trying to imagine me as a fireman, and then she was trying to imagine other people as firemen...it's so, so wrong. But yeah talked about our stuff as well so yeah nothing too much to say there.

Apart from that...not too much has happened but yeah still, it's alright and i just need more time lol. Just need to do more tomorrow so yeah i'll be ok.

But yeah why the reversal for me - well last night Sisi came on and then i called her and stuff. Yeah really it was a time just to clear the air and just get everything off our chests. It was really, really productive and yeah it was great. Just how we're able to do something that i guess is just something that we both wanted i guess is great. Time management yet again will be an even bigger issue now, but yeah it's great.

Just talking to her is great already, but yeah now it takes on a different meaning. Of course it's always been great, just now that it's just that little bit different. But yeah it has changed the way i look at life now. At least now, even thought it might be hectic and stuff, at least it forces me to plan my time wisely so that i can do the things that i want to do and stuff. But yeah i guess that's a good thing, that yeah i need to force myself and all.

But something that has come out of it is that we really do need communication. Now i'm not under-estimating that and yeah i need to now so yeah communication is the big thing for me today. Without it, i'd be stuck where i was and yeah it wouldn't have been a happy sight. I'm glad that we are communicating, well i'm communicating my stuff to her and yeah so that's great for me. But at least i got it now.

So yeah we'll see how this goes and yeah should be great :D But still, my mind's a litte stuffed but yeah it'll get back anyway :D I'm just glad that i can see positives again. Even though life is hectic and really, really busy, i'm sure it'll be alright...