Clearing...

I don't know what to say about what's been going on really. It's been alright but at the same time it hasn't been that good at all. I mean hey, i know i'm the only one to blame when it comes to what's happened with my situation, but i didn't need more of anything.

Anyway, recapping:

Wendesday

Talked with someone who i'd like not to mention right now until about 1:30 in the morning to get stuff sorted out and just smoothing things out. It was a pretty good session and all so yeah i'm happy about that, and we made alot of progress and what's happened is good. I'm just hoping that it's alright for this person that's all.

Then at uni the accounting lecture was pretty full-on. Needed to understand cash-flows and stuff, and yeah i'm still trying to get my head around the whole thing, but in the end i think i'll be alright, as long as i keep doing the damn work, then i'll be alright. But yeah it was full-on and just needed to be on my toes. Apart from that, the lecturer's still not that much better, still lacking alot of stuff and yeah i'm missing quite a bit of stuff there. But yeah apart from that the lecture wasn't great as usual.

Skipped the tute as per last week, and Geoff came 'cause he missed his lecture last week for stat, so yeah he wanted to make up for last week. So the 3 of us had another 3 hour break, and had lunch, and yet again what else would we do with that much time? Shopping. But this time it wasn't that long 'cause we had to do the assignment so yeah we had to leave earlier.

Nazi lecturer wasn't any different to what's happened the past 9 weeks. Still as bitchy as ever, doesn't let you sleep, doesn't let you talk, and you can read up on any which i've missed, which is alot. Well Geoff and i were about to sleep and all, but yeah Thanda woke us since she saw the nazi looking at us, then the nazi came up the back to check us. It's not my fault that when you want to listen to her, she makes you fall asleep. I'm there to learn, but it's not my fault when she makes you fall asleep. But apart from that not too much from the lecture. Still alright i guess.

After, Elise gave me a ride back to her place with Alex and Monica already there. I thought we were just going to bum until Sarah came and then we'd be going somewhere, but instead, Sarah came with Janice and Kathy and we all bummed at Elise's place. Her parents came back too and we were like "Hi..." and then we were speechless. We, being Alex, Monica and myself, had no idea that Elise wanted to cook for us. So yeah we had dinner at her place and all. Elise can cook for sure :D She can come by and cook me something if she wants :D It's up to her :D But yeah got home at about 8, then really just tried to do some work, but then ended up just bumming around.

Today

Had to go to uni to hear some talk about some accounting thing at uni. Just a sales pitch for the people wanting to transfer. It's like we sat there, listened to this guy go on about how accounting & finance is really good for anything that you want to do and all, but yeah after that, that was it. But yeah the most important thing wasn't that, but the transfer/application form i needed. They weren't giving it out at any other time after this week, and since i missed monday since i totally forgot, i had to go today.

So yeah i had to turn up just for that, but yeah i bumped into Sam on the way there and we just found a place to sit down and chatted for a while and stuff so yeah all good. Apart from that, nothing too eventful before the talk thing.

After, i went home and then popped over to Sarah's place and Claire and Rob (2 people i haven't seen for a while, well not since that party i went to about 2 weeks ago with that whole amalgamation thing, but before that it was years) were there too so yeah i got a chance to talk to both of them and stuff, just to see how they're going. Needed to talk to both Sarah and Claire about stuff so got that out of the way and all, but yeah all good and stuff so pretty relaxing time i guess.

Apart from that, gave Katrina a call to see how she's doing and all. She's alright i guess, but yeah there's quite a few things that are on her mind and yeah they're taking up alot of time which she could use for more productive things. Unfortunately for her, it's like she's seeing infinite crystal shards before her eyes, shattering and spreading so far, and all in a blink of an eye. For all you people who don't get what i mean, her world's falling apart. She's got many things to worry about, more important than anything that i face. It's not like she's gonna crumble and all, but yeah it's a real worry for her and anything that is altered even more than it already is will affect her immensely. Not good :( All i can really say is that we're here for you, whenever you need us.

She used parties as an outlet for her problems. I don't blame her, at least it's not totally an alcohol outlet, i mean you do meet people and all, but yeah one of her things is a really delicate situation, and others are just either time-bombs waiting to explode, or just fucking her up. But yeah i thought i had it bad, and now i take that back. My situation's more "I need a time machine or somehow get more time out of a day", whilst hers is more like a find-a-word. Figure out what i mean. Not that hard.

But yeah tomorrow is me trying to do work and just going to church really. Not too much on my mind right now. I've got enough as it is.





You understand what i mean by what i said the other day...it wasn't supposed to be that way, not what you wanted. You know what i'm going through, how everything is blurred and distorted. Leading a blind man into a new world doesn't help people. It confuses people. Surprising the market isn't a wise choice, the shareholders punish you for that. You already know from many people that that's happened to me already. Doesn't mean that surprises aren't good, but this is a little different. Getting a stripper for your 21st isn't that bad of a surprise, but something like someone's in hospital is quite a big surprise. You'd like to know what happened. I mean say for people in the wilderness for many, many years, and then something happens and they come back from the wilderness, and then acts the same way they did when they were in the wilderness isn't a good move for the people from the wilderness. Acting as if nothing happened doesn't work, not now...